Thursday, August 26, 2010

Thankfulness Day 197:: Lost Identity

I had the pleasure of going to Costco ALONE!  I'm use to the boys fighting over the seat, punching each other, and just being loud.  My mom offered to watch them and I couldn't say no!

So off to Costco I went, just me and my list.  What I didn't expect was to feel VERY alone.  So alone that I started to feel like I didn't know who I was without shopping with the kids, I felt shy, and a bit uncomfortable.  I'm so use to having them there that I somehow I find comfort in hiding behind them?  I can't put my finger on it exactly but the feelings eventually faded and I enjoyed my time all by myself. :)

Today I am thankful that I got that moment to feel kidless again while shopping.

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